just a little

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Its not what you do, but what you think,
the concept of purpose is the found missing link.
Look towards the future is a place in your mind,
that attracts what is ready to be born into time.

Find what's important to prepare for the ride,
touching perfection, in something inside.
Thought is like magic, life is a blur,
a mind bending concept that's meant to occur.

Seeing the picture of how life flows,
the balance and harmony we must all undergo.
Eye of the eagle with the heart of a dove,
opposite forces of the power of love.

All were taken from The Great Illusion, great site but a little too long to navigate.
2.21; missing like mad.
whered you go

exhausted my will at 2:17 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces,
if I try to touch her.
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no,
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe no more.

evanescence

exhausted my will at 1:44 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

School, same old classes. Know i'll flunk physics test, said I studied but actually didnt. Ms chan didnt come, teo took class, still short. Fun during chem, sendj squished clarissa's chocolates lolol, rin took videos of suf and send being gay again.
saw some guy on the bus, looked like loh jia peng, scared the fk out of me.

exhausted my will at 7:43 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

first time i actually set my head on the school table. dont know why, fking bored in class.
pretty normal day then assembly. at least this time theres no lecture or talk, so time passed by quite quickly. went kfc at tm for lunch. clarissa was nagging, jiahui was agreeing, rin was being emo, joy and april went loony over there; felt like i was the only sane one lol. suf didnt join us cuz he went for ncc stuff. this stylin cleaner came sliding to a kid who was about to touch something, she looked like some spy or something lol.
walked around at tm, see here see there, then went home at 6+.

exhausted my will at 9:13 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

gaygaygay and gay for today.
effing boring, teachers were all in a bad mood, whole day was just sucky.

Mass run in the morning, waste of time just to get us all sweaty. Back to class, hitler didnt come, well thats one point of happy for today. Some relief loser filled in for him, a little uptight though, no chance to relax. Then, recess, cme and pg. Liau was naggy today (not that she wasnt before), talking about planning your future and those things parents usually lecture about yet none of us get. Ruined the afternoon for us again with her ever-black face. And then, geography, way boring, cant believe we didnt fall asleep.

After school, had to go for bio, zz. Didnt have the time to go out, so stayed in school to eat with brandon and harry. Harry was like bullying some small kid in the canteen, and wtf, i figured that the little shrimp would be like harry next time, so playful lol. Went to cs room with rin to kill time, but was chased out after a while by some gay bastard >.> and bio followed. At least rozanna wasnt there, bio was still boring though. Had pt with the guys of np, hongyi wasnt there to push us so we slacked badly, way bad. Reached home near 8.

exhausted my will at 8:16 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Lol can't stand it, gotta post this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-va4mM8KkSw&search=dane%20cook%20bk%20lounge
Warning: Mild adult language.
Dane cook, not a bad comedian, his streetstyle bastardity reminds me of suf Lolol.

Boring morning, argh. And still say alarm's set and waking up at 11. Lol, bet still sleeping.

exhausted my will at 1:32 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

lol everybody's blog's so short today, all lazy and say tomorrow then blog, unlike me (yes, hardworking).

Morning started off with a tiring wakeup call by my cursed mother. Just 8 am and she wanted me to wake up. zz. Took 12 to joy's house pick her up, then got on mrt with suf, rin and april towards Marina Square. Got there in a while and slowly strolled to the cinema. Been waiting to watch Pirates of the Carribean for a week and now we finally got to. Not bad, a little boring and lame but still okay. Expected more thrills and scares actually. Enjoyed every minute lol..

Had lunch at Long John's after the movie. Tried to eat rice with a fork but can't lol. And then, clarissa and melissa came. Joy was going crazy whether to go church or not. After half an hour of brainstorming, coin flippin' and asking strangers for opinions, she went shopping with the other girls -.- Suf, rin and me were seriously boreded and i meant seriously. Watching them shop was like hell for us, every minute lasted forever, and thats a bad thing. Thinking of making our own shirts like a clan or something xD

Four hours of torture followed. I swear we were going crazy when they said 'one last shop!!!!1!!1!', three times. Rin, I want that picture of suf being petrified Lol. Reached home at 10+.

pearl milk tea was way nice.

exhausted my will at 11:20 PM

Friday, July 21, 2006

Yeaaaaaah friday, shortest day of the week not including after school activities. But then again, np and bio just hd to ruin the day. zz. Bio was pure boredom as always. Rozanna went into her mad-bitch instincts again and was scolding people here and there. So last day in bds, big deal?

Np was okay. Couldn't follow the Sec 2s for live shoot thanks to biology, so I stayed in school for normal training. Dennis took my place. Quite slacky today was, no drills, just campcraft and pt. I was pt.I, soo gay yet fun. Ordered them to do pt and I just stood in front and watched like a bastrd xD.

After pt, sec 1s were to lie on the floor and let us mess with them. Been waiting for about 2 years to do this. I swear, being an Nco rocks lolol. This year's batch is just a bunch of rotten kids anyway, dont expect much.

exhausted my will at 9:59 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Lolwtf racial harmony day. Quite interesting to see everyone else in their own costumes. Didnt wear my own costume cuz i dont have one. So I just wore rin's top of his baju kurong. Lol, looked almost as retarded as he is. I took it out after an hour though, couldnt stand it, fkin hot. zz

Hell of a boring day as usual. Watched people brag about their costumes here and there. Then came assembly. Not as fun as the last racial harmony celebrations, no catwalk to laugh and point at lol. A couple came in looking good with egyption clothes, one dressed as a pharoah and another like Cleopetra.

after school, slacked in ncc room with rin and the other ncc people. messed around with their rifles and stuff Lol. Then went out to walk around. And then to parkway.

and yes.
<3 lol.

exhausted my will at 8:51 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

HAH. see, told you i'd blog. Didnt have time yesterday, let's just say we saw red, lots of it. Lol.

Today was just the average fun-killer. No duh, we had PoA. Everybody was practically kissing their desks >.> Normal lessons, then art. Was kept back by Jonoh cuz we had to wait for everyone to be done cleaning. Made me late 50 whole minutes. Sorry lol.

Haha, was asked to wear a baju melayu tomorrow for racial harmony day. Sadly, rin doesnt have an extra one (fucker. zZ) and suf just doesnt even have one of his own. Bleh, as if someone's really coming in a cheong sam. Liarlolol.

I know, took ages. I admit, i suck at blogging lol.

exhausted my will at 8:47 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006